For my Future..

Brothers ..
I.'m so sorry..
I need to stop dancing ..
Because hobby can't earn money for future..
That's Fact..

We are grown up already..
Then will know that what things is important ..
and What things can help our future..
so..
I wanna leave jor..
Because I felt future is important than hobby..
and
many reasons I can't write in blog about family n relationship..

And 1 more ..
I hard to pay attention on work ..
When I working will feel tired It make me  easy to get hurt n keep sick = =''
This reason make me can't do OT n need to rest ..
Now I already get scolded by boss..
He gave me warning already= = Bobian..

that why I need to leave dance ..

Actually..We still can keep go'' YamTeh '' to keep ours Friendship one..
Dancing just a hobby ..
and...
you better don't say I NEVER  PERSEVERE IN  DANCING..

I used 5years paid attention in dancing already..
dancing is not for earning money ..is for hobby..
that's fact..
So..
I'am apologize That I decide it..
Please forgive me ..
If got free time..
I still will spend more time to teach your guys some skills in Breaking..
Just that..

I'm still alone..

I'm alone..
yes..
Still alone..
Felt nobody care me..

Feeling the world is give up me ..


unmeaning at all..
Fucking don't know how to respect mum ?
Or
YOU WANT ME TRY THAT I SLAP U ?

Image..
All are Image..

I think..
I' m not alone agian..
BULL SHIT ..

Whatever..
working , family ..
Whatever..

I won;t be a good guy more..
tired..
Really tired ..

Face the facts..

STOP..

Not bad at all xD

19/10/2012  我们的纪念日XD
为啥称呼为纪念日呢？
Secret ! XD

Thanks to God , destiny ..
真的感谢..
所有事情都顺利了一些..
最开心的..
About her..
yea .. My wife XD


I am glad when go out with her..
Happiness XD
So cute one..
Oh my god XD

她的眼睛 ..
她的眼神 ..
好奇妙..
我被这迷倒了..看了很无法自拔..
真的..
给我的感觉..
很特别很特别..


让我抓着一辈子..
看不腻的..
感觉不腻的..
如何形容啊 XD



Keep go out with her recently..
all the moments I still remember now..

went to steamboat to eat prawn ..
Hahaha..Look like very cute when she is eating prawnXD

When I Driving n she singing song..
oh yea..
although not louder ..
But.. I got to felt happiness tooXD


And many many many many many..HeheXD


I want to marry with you ..
That is my Wish on my relationship..
Just allowed you to Join my life..
I Love you ..
Babe : )




today I get a news from you..
I am sad Coz you want to go Sg for working after you finished school..
Ah...
My mood sudden become down..
I Waiting for you after finished  school can keep accompany with me ..
all the moments..
Ah..

May I selfish..
Can you stay in Bp and don't left .. ?
Please >_<

I miss you babe>_<



hope It on forever ...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Love U forever..
My Babe : )

happinessXD

How to example the feel ..
Omg..
Why are you so cute to me harXD
Whole days when you stays with me that feel is ..!!

WOW FANTASY BABY XD
It's Amazing !!

Thinking of you every second >_<
Working , dancing , Sleeping , lunch , breakfast ..
All the moments ..
ouchsXD

hope we can stays .
together > relaitonship > marry > old..
Wow..
Lifetime all happinessXD

I Love you Forever..
My Babe XD



OMG..
Now i need to face a problems..
about '' jobs ''
''store keeper''
it not bad too ..
But got somethings that I need to make sure..
So I will check it recently..
after I checked still decide ~~

yea..
Just that..
Thanks to '' 妈祖 ''
Let me found a job n I doing now this one..
really thanks..


and then ..

It'time to rush for ''ours'' future..
Earning..Earning..Earning !!!!
Please ..prays for me !!



Lastly..
Baby !!
SPM Gambateh !!
I WILL KEEP ACCOMPANY YOU TO PASS IT XD
'' not spm only , all the problems , moments in future XD''

hehe XD

Waiting for you..

Never change my mind..
Holding the feel..
yea..
Why are you so cute to me ..



Destiny




now different with before..
I'm not going to give up ..
I just trying to change myself..
control myself..
Don't give n let you feel any pressure..
I still will jealous..
But..I never show my emotions ..
on surface..
I didn't care anything ..
But..
inside my heart..
still have suppress or depressed..
Aiya..
I just don't want give you any pressure..
don't let you feel no more private space..
Yea..
that's right..




I didn't dislike your friends anymore..
But..
I thought your friends won't think like that..
I scare..
I care..
they will give you any bad suggestion in our relationship..
Please~
hope your friends won't do it >_<




Did you feel any what I did for you ?


thinking of you ..


can I tell you ..
I miss you..
n
I Love you...







Hey my babe..
It's time to face SPM !!
Cheers up !
You can do it !
I am convinced that..



Lastly..
I will keep accompany you in any moments..
Although we didn't send message , didn't chat..
but in spirit..
I I have been with you :)


I Love you babe:)

..

今年的心愿..
还能不能实现？


现在开始..
只能靠以前的回忆安心入眠了吧。。


我很想她..
却不知道怎么表达..
感觉 觉得变得很陌生了..
觉得你也不知道要跟我聊什么了..
唉~
能不能不要酱..




But ..
I never Think to give up ..
I want keep try to hold  the feel..
I Can't let you alone ..
Hope you won't dislike and avoid ..
I will keep accompany you without emerge in front of you..
Keeping..
I Really Love you ..
If you still can't accept..
then never mind..
I just hide my mind into my heart..
I hope you are the last people who in my  world stage..

Please..
don't think alone again..
I won't show jealous in front of you again..
I won't make you angry n sad again..
I will keep make you smile n let you happiness ..
I really love you..

Thinking of you in every time , everyday , every hours , every second..


Hope you can give one more chance for me..
Hope I still got qualification ..
Hope my dream will came true..




I will let you see what I going to change myself..
no more force..

I'll let you fall in love with me again..
Just wait for me..

Time will prove everything what I did for you..
For myself ..
For my Family  also..

The most important is ..
to prove that I can let you happiness..

God..
Please..
Prays for me..
Wishing I will be successful..

I Can't Fail again !!
CHEERS UP !!










I  Love  you..
My babe :)

...

说出这种话..
需要什么样的心情跟勇气？
抱着最坏结果的打算..
没办法..
我忍不住了..



除了难受还是难受..
很多事情不像以前了..
可能我已经不重要了..



为什么事实永远那么残酷？
果然 , 有些事情还是不要知道好..
我已经不知所措了..
不知道该做什么是好了..





以为少了专属称呼..
少了甜言蜜语..
还是保持好好..
Fking 够天真咯..




还以为在你心里我比较特别..
对别人不解释..什么的..
哈哈..我错了啊..
原来都一样啊..
我跟其他人一样吧？
别人没关系..
可我呢..知道这个事实后..
除了逃避还是逃避..
一直以为我会不一样..
到头来..
我能歌手了..
李玖哲啊'' 是我想太多 ， 你总这样说''
哈哈哈哈..


可能或许..
我从来未了解你吧..
我了解的只是表面吧？
越看越看不透了..



爱理不理的现象越来越多了..
心里那块看不到的墙..也越来越大了..
强颜微笑..
有事装没事..
哈..真可笑..我在装什么伟大..



自从看到那个对话后..
心情..仿佛 一颗心掉进 坑里了..
看不清..太黑了..
不过说的也是对啦..
可能是我自作多情 , 一厢情愿..
你都没接受到我..
也没在一起到..
我有什么资格吃醋？
你也少在意就好了啊..



因为你知道的..
我本来就会吃醋的..
''dont miss me yaz >< '' <<这句话..我差一点失去理智去爆人家头。。
吃醋有限度 , 尼玛的友情也有限度吧？
哎呀..讲到来是自己错..
我又没资格..
以前的安全感去哪里了？
可不可以回来？



咖啡加了糖 也未必会变甜..

或许我真的太投入了..
可是不投入..
不就是玩吗？
家家酒吗？



可能..
我太恐怖了..不敢跟我出门啊..
朋友的朋友都是友善的..
都是可爱的吧？
哈哈哈哈哈 LoLz




真是不习惯啊..
少了问候啊..多了敷衍词..
睡前 , 还要欺骗自己啊..
不然睡不着啊..
照镜子笑一下自己..
狼狈啊~
我很讨人厌啊..
哈哈..够搞笑的..



以前的心每天都是温暖的...
一点都不冷..
现在啊..
就跟世界末日前兆一样..
有时晴天 .. 有时下雨啊..




友情往往都比爱情重要吧？
丫丫..
或许真的是这样..
真吃亏啊..







懦弱啊..
第 3 次流泪了..
20岁的男人..
真丢脸啊..


算了吧~




不管爱情丘比特都好 , 还是 月老都好..
以后不要再找缘给我了..



一直保持现在就好了..
要嘛就跟她..
不 , 就单身吧..
我也不想要了..
我的爱情不是廉价的..
所以不要再乱拉线给我了..



如果我的话 , 能看清你自己 而反被却让你讨厌我..
这是值得的..



我真伟大啊~







Brother们 ， 对不起啊..
我没本事好好的顾到她..守着她..
说好的..
却做不到..
对不起..